Seeing The Unseen..

03:02 am - FUCK you.

i hate being jealous
i hate being jealous
i hate being jealous.


You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.


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Current Mood: jealous

04:05 am

Sometimes. I try and forget.

But it doesn't work.

04:11 pm - Boredum hits us hard.

It has to be the worst feeling in the world, to be this bored.

I don't understand the point of holidays. I'm not complaining about them, because they can occasionally be fun, and they bring people together sometimes. It's just what exactly is the point. Easter is a perfect example. Ok, so Jesus was resurrected on this day..so what do we do? We go and color eggs.

I don't understand how coloring eggs, and giving little kiddies candy in easter baskets is suposed to remind us that jesus came back to life today and it's suposed to be some great miracle.

I don't really understand the point of religion either.

Oh well, I guess I'll get it eventually.

Current Mood: curious

03:30 pm - So take me and break me..and make me as strong as you.

So I sit here eating Ramen noodles and contemplating life.  Everything lately has just fallen to pieces and I seem to be the only person willing to put it all together again.  Why do people give up on things so easily? I'll never understand how someone can just say 'fuck it' to something that they've cared about for so long. 

I don't believe on giving up on people either. Unless of course they've done something that is just so horrible that I can't stand them anymore.

I miss how things used to be and I know that you have to move on and life is about change and growing and going through new expiriences but sometimes it's just hard to put everything in your past behind you.

I have a big decision that I'm going to have to make soon, and I really don't know what to say about it.  I'm so confused..and I wish for just ONCE things could work out exactly the way that I wanted them to.  Of course..they wont.  Oh well, I guess life goes on..but one of these days it's going to be without me.

Current Mood: horny